Motherhood & Words
Today marked the beginning of the great emptying of the house. Stella went back to school and D went back to work, and on Wednesday Zoë will begin kindergarten. KINDERGARTEN! She’s a little worried, I think, about making new friends and learning a new system. A couple of times in the last week she’s mentioned that she wants to go back to her preschool instead. Sweet darling. (At this I silently scream noooooo! Finally the girls will be on the same school schedule and we won’t have to write that huge preschool/childcare check every month.) And of course I know my little Z will be fine once she settles in.
So soon the house will once again be quiet, and I will be able to dive into my writing and editing and preparations for the launch of Ready for Air. The finished books should be in the press warehouse in just a few weeks, and I can’t wait to get my hands on a copy. Publication of this book has been so long coming that it doesn’t feel real. In fact, it might not even feel real when I do have it in my hands. We’ll see.
One thing that I’ve been thinking a lot about is how interesting it will be to have my present-tense narrative out in the world so many years after the actual events of the book transpired. Stella will be ten in September, and she’s smart and strong, artistic and athletic. The questions that obsessed and terrified me ten years ago have been answered. (Or at least most of them have; I now have new worries that fill the space in my head.) But I imagine that as I re-immerse myself in that story, it will feel as though I’m living in both worlds—then and now streaming along parallel to each other. What will I make of that?
Stay tuned for events coming up in October—both in person and virtually—and I’ll let you know when the book is in bookstores. Thanks, as always, for stopping by.